You know when you start laughing hysterically but what you really want to do is cry your eyes out. Well we all know Im not the crying type so laughing is it for me because life is all too much right now. I usually decide this when Im leaving the hospital driving home.
Dont even know what to laugh about first but lets see:
Our finances suck but so doesnt everyone elses.
Trying to keep up a fulltime job so I can pay the mortgage, ll the while staying in the hospital and advocating for Avery.
All my patients are wondering where their hearing aids are only to turn around and lose them the next day.
Avery's health sucks but what would I do without him.
Janessa just wants her family in the same household longer than a week.
Isaiah is just happy as long as hes not retching yet I wish I had more time to devote to him.
Rick would like to enjoy sometime with his wife outside the hospital cafe.
Opthamologist wants me to follow through w. appts. and get glasses and plastic surgery on Avs left eye.
Friends probably want nothing to do with me bc Im too tired to return calls.
And ME, I just want a glass of wine by the pool.
5 comments:
Hugs friend! I'm still here regardless of whether or not you return calls. Much love to you.
Nena
Oh boy......you stole some of my thoughts.......different sentences but all the same thoughts. Too bad you weren't closer, we could have that wine by the pool together LOL
Hang in there. You are doing great.
So sorry sweetie. I completely understand.
Jessica
I hope you get a rest soon. Everything sounds so overwhelming and exhausting. So much stress. Keep taking deep breaths. It really helps.I wish you all home, health and a good nights sleep. (and wine by the pool!)
Love to you all, Alison.
xoxoxo
you are not alone nicky
lvoe
sonya
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