My poor little man. It is true that he is much clearer than before with the sudafed on board. But..... he still has mucous plugs and secretions for which he tries to hide b/c he is so afraid of being suctioned. He will quietly work on the secretions on his own until he can no longer take it then he turns to a total spaz b/c he knows what the outcome will be. Isn't that so heartbreaking.

This morning he was up bright and early at 4:30 (no nurse) and had alot of secretions. Honestly, I was too exhausted to do much of anything and over time he worked it out on his own and coughed. Who would know my little guy would be an emotional wreck but he truely is. He spent the majority of his day in spasm mode today with some secretions and had to be suctioned but then vomitted which is not what we want. He seems so be vomitting when things get near his mouth. I was worried about this happening. When you are suctioned alot then there is a risk of making the gag reflex overactive or nonexistent which would screw us either way. Just hope it is a fluke thing.

It is taking him hrs to go to sleep at night and lots of meds to do so. My kid just REALLY needs a break. I just would like for him to have one full week of peace. I just think that he has been through so much and is does not trust people and what they will do to him, except his momma of course. I wish I could stay home for a week straight just to reassure him to see if this is his issue and to fix it. But that is not reality, unfortunately.