Thank the lord I was working. My poor nurses though. Avery was soo very junky again today, my nurse spent the great part of the day trying to get him to cough and needing to suction and cough assist and the whole nine yards. Then Isaiah comes home from school not feeling well and lots of drool and a few gags (NOT a good sign) my nurse called be b/c she had the funny feeling of the signs. Low and behold, he started retching. CRY CRY CRY......
I am SO sad for him. This morning, Carla(nurse and great friend) were just saying how amazing it was that Isaiah has been cured of his CVS. NOT. Talk about jinxing myself and him. He has not had a cycle in 6 months which was amazing. It was so sad to see the pain and struggle he goes through. I just wanted to cry for him. I really am hoping and praying that this is not starting up again b/c it will not be good. Can you just imagine my winter. Which I am already stressed about. Avery is so junky now, I can't imagine how bad things will be during cold and flu season and if Isaiah starts his cycles again. My god, I don't even want to think about it. At least I got my summer off. Guess I can't have everything.
I tell you sometimes this life is just SOOOOO HARD. .Especially when Rick is gone all week But then you still have to get up the next day and do it all over again. Thank goodness for the beautiful smiles and personalities.
I am in a funk but in a good way. More spending time within myself. Sorry, I don't answer the phone a whole lot. It is Nothing personal but just me taking time for myself which I am enjoying and reading alot more. I am really wanting to join a bookclub at this point. It would be good for me.
1 comment:
I'm sorry things are so rough right now. I hope Isaiah's cycle doesn't last too long. Poor guy.
I hope Avery's breathing improves.It's so hard to watch our little ones knowing there is nothing we can do to help.
Hugs,
Debbie
On,Can
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