and

I FINALLY finished painting the kitchen and it looks really nice. I picked "coffee" it is going to look really nice with the countertops. Can't wait.



The boys are not doing to well. Isaiah had a great time at the play and laughed tons. But when he got home he started a cycle and has been retching since. Poor guy.

Avery is soooooo junky, just like old days. We are back to using the Bipap, suctioning and the cough assist. I just hate it. I am not sure if it is the valium or not. I sure hope that it is not here to stay b/c that would so suck. Poor kid is so congested and gets so tired and can barely cough. It is just a vicious cycle b/c he vomits daily with meds and get congested from vomitting. So not only do we have stomach issues which will keep up on TPN but also have respiratory issues the painful spasms.


All this can be so overwhelming, which is why I am happy to say that I am going to MEXICO. Woooohoooo. Me and a few other girlfriends are going next month to relax and enjoy a vacation. Can't wait and hope I can keep Avery stable.