Update

I could really jump off a bridge right now but I actually have no energy so falling over would be my next option. Well, it is not that bad But... I have literally not slept in days and still working.

Avery was up all night last night. Took him to the pedi's today and ran some lab work. Turns out his hemoglobin is fine but his WBC his very high indicating an infection. Not sure if it viral or bacterial but from looking at his labs from a few weeks ago it could be bacterial. Of course they wanted me to run him into Children's, which I have not. He is not running a fever and actually looks slightly better. They ran blood cultures so I am just going to wait it out until he starts showing that he is sick. I know this sounds bad but I just am so sick of being in that hospital and I don't feel it is warranted yet.

My nurse's father died last night. She will be out for a few days. I feel so bad for her b/c it was kinda sudden. My prayers are with her and her family.

Isaiah is back to retching pretty bad today. I just really want to pull out my hair.

So as you might expect, no concert for Rick and I. Yet again we have to cancel plans. Sometimes this is the most frustrating part about this life that we cannot complete any plans. I just give up on making plans with people anymore b/c I usually end up in the hospital.

I just really really hope to get some sleep tonight b/c if not I think I will die of exhaustion if not.