So tomorrow is going to be a really difficult day. Ryan's wake is tomorrow. I have been so down about his death and the weird thing is that I only met his once. But I think it is hurt for his mom and siblings. Just the thought of losing a child I can't even imagine. Although I chose not to think about this in my day-to-day life with the boys but know it could happen at anytime with them. It just brings thoughts of your own child's mortality to life. It is just really sad. I don't think it matter what age your child is when you lose them b/c is the end it is someone you brought into the world and they are supposed to outlive you and when they don't......... So I think I am going to be a wrecked at the wake. I worry about Rick. He really loved that kid. He just keeps saying that he is the type of kid that you would want our daughter to marry. His team is going to be a mess. Just all around sad. Please continue to pray for his family, team and friends.